Destiny

The other day... OK it was yesterday I came across an old b-side from Madonna's Ray of Light album that I totally forgot about. OK maybe I didn't forget about it but I certainly lost touch with how much it means to me if that makes any sense. It's an anthem for those of us who feel hopeful & for those of us out there who feel like they still haven't found their destiny. Take what you will from it but it certainly seems to be close to my heart right now for many reasons. It's just the phase I'm in...

Every so often I question myself, my lifestyle, the choices I've made, the things I've done. I think about where I've been, where I'm going, that kind of thing. It's something I'm sure everyone goes through from time to time. Some days are hard, others a little bit harder. I feel like I'm letting myself down sometimes by not playing smarter or fighting harder. Difficult to explain really but nonetheless one day it will all wash out in the rain & after the storm has passed there will be plenty of sunshine.

HAS TO BE
(Madonna/ William Orbit)

Breathe in, breathe out
I say a little prayer
How the gods above
Could be so unfair

[Chorus:]
I know there's someone out there
Waiting for me
There must be someone out there
There just has to be

Go on, go on
Don't sit there like a fool
You've graduated from
A different kind of school

I should be glad that I'm alive
It could have been much worse
I might have never loved at all
And never known what I am worth

How the gods above
Could be so unfair