Years ago I used to try to write songs... I was really good at coming up with verses or a bridge even but often because I couldn't match verses or create a chorus most of my "songs" would end up unfinished.
Well tonight after probably close to 5 years I wrote something almost 100% complete. I'll post it for you even though it's still pretty raw. I was able to channel some things from certain events in my life right now and without going into much detail (I think it's more interesting for people to have their own interpetation) I hope that this is a sign that I can do this again. What you read below will likely alter a bit once I sort out rhythm and tempo.
It's untitled as of now...
I was a fool to wait around for you
Somehow hoping that you’d pull through
Waiting, anticipating
Why was I so blind that I could not see?
Why didn’t I know it wasn’t meant to be?
You had me caught up in the game
Now will I ever be the same?
Thinking about how much I cared for you
What is there left for us to do?
It’s time to get a move on
I’ve got to carry on
Not going to settle for second best
I’ve got to put my love to the test
Not going to waste my time no more
I owe it to myself this time
That’s for sure
Thoughts of you in my mind they lurk
Put in so much energy to trying to make things work
Hoping, and then I’d be praying
That’s the way it was back then
Thinking you’d come back to me again
Those days are gone as I’ve seen the light
Who did you sleep with last night?
Thinking about how much I cared about you
What was there left for me to do?
It’s time to get a move on
I’ve got to carry on
Not going to settle for second best
I’ve got to put my love to the test
Not going to waste my time no more
I owe to myself this time
That’s for sure
Don’t go feeding me your lines as I’ve heard them all before
Don’t go thinking that I’m coming back to you any more
You’ve told me all your lies; I’ve heard all your stories
It’s all about me from now on and I’m not sorry